An Untold Story Of Times...

Hello my dear readers and friends... this is a story never meant to told... about a young person who wanted to live his life as free as a bird..
He was in love with a girl... His thoughts was only about her... One day...
A strager came to him... A very handsome man, wearing a an expensive suit and holding a briefcase..
The stranger told to the young man to look inside the briefcase... The young man saw a vision..
He saw himself living carefree with everything he always wanted... After that the strange man asked him:
"Did you like what you have seen??". The young man answered:"Of course I did, what I saw there is what i always wanted..."
Then the stranger replied:"Sign this this contract with o drop of you blood and a god life awaits you..."
The young man was shocked but he did it in the name of his greatest dream...
And the starge man desappear in thin air... The young man lived for some weeks as he wanted...
But suddenly the girl that he loved died... After the funeral the strange man appeared once more...
The yound told him that he tricked him...And that he promised him the life that he wanted...
But the stranger replied:"I promised you a "good life" not an ideal one..." After that the young man silenced...
The strange man with the briefcase and the expensive suit spoke one last time and then he vanised...
What he said it was:"For your consideration my name is... LUCIFER... HA!HA!"...

The rest of the story is known to every single person of this world...

Lonely People

Lonely People do you hear me?? I hope yes.. because you are not alone... Many other people feel the same thing like you.... Well it's time for you to wake up... To live your lives... Most of you are in love with someone... If that person really loves you, what he/she wants is to be really happy... If that person is far away... Then be happy for him/her... Otherwise... If that person doesn't loves you why to waste your tears and your valuable moments of your life?? Ask yourselves amd you will see that I'm wright...

Deticated to a young "ADDICT"...

"Bad Day"

Everybody knows the song "Bad Day". Well that song suits me no more...
From today "bad days" are just simple dots of the past reminding me who I was and what I have been through...
From today there are no problems only solutions... For those who think alike I'd like to say that they should find
themselves through the memories of their past in order to be prepered for today so they will be albe of thinking
the that will come... Most of you don't think like me but I don't judge them like they do... I only wish for them to
undersand the meanings of these few lines and be inspired by me words...

An Advice

Maybe it's true what they say.... Maybe I worth less than a penny...
Although it's my life... my body... my soul... I can do whatever I want with it...
It makes me angry when I see people be "abused" by others in order to enter a specific group of people... Well "abused" people wake up... Don't you see that they are afraid of you because you are smarter than them... You only have to show it to them... I can't say how you can do it because every person is unique with it's own unique skills and abilities... For example... I can understand people much easier than everyone else... Well made them understand me by explaining to them in a way that suits in their personallity... I failed with the most people... But now these people who understands me I call them "FRIENDS"... Ohh, about the others... I just ignore them....

Yours,
Gost

Friendship

Last night one friend of mine reminded me something...
How true a friendship works...
In the begging... I was suprised...
I had started thinking if true friendship exists....
Or... It's just an utopic fantasythat exists for eliviating the pain caused from the fake relations...
Well true frindship exists and it's simplier than we think...
You are able to speak without having hesitations...
You give your advice freely withoout waiting to be thanked...
Or... Even without been asked at all...
But then a true friend says:"Thank you"...
Your reply:"It's nothing"...
And he kindly answers you back:"to me...means a lot..."
After that you realise that he is a loyal and true friend....
A warm and cozy feeling flows inside you..
For me that feeeling was enough to realise that someone, somewhere out there is here for me, to help me with m problems and make me smile or make a tear full of happiness and joy appear in my face....

Devoted to the weird but smilly guy....

Sleepless Night

Sleepless nights like this one have come...
Once more I'll pray to sleep...
To see you in my dreams... to hold you in my arms...

These sleepless nights I think the past and I cry...
I listen to music and I relax... I feel nostalgic about the past...
I try to remember my mistakes and learn from them...
I try to remeber the last time I was really happy...
Now I remeber...
Because the sleeples night has come once again...

Bloody Thoughts

Tears of pain...
Tears of an untamed fire...
This tears burn my soul...
They won't stop until they turn it to ashes...

The pain is huge...
But the burden in my mind is huger...
This burden is who I used to be....
What I'm affraid to become...
A monster of the past...
A heartless fiend that cares only for it's survival despite the cost...

I'm afraid of it...
Because if I lost control...
All the people that I care will be harmed...
And for that I'll hate myself...

I don't know how long I will control it...
Or at least keep it imprisoned inside me...
For the sake of the people that I love...
I'll keep fighting it and...
One day...
I'm gonna win it...
For the sake of the people that I love....

Love

Love is a feeling... The weirdest of all....
So complicated... So sophistcated... So gentle...
In the meantime...
Love is a feeling... The most familliar of all...
So simple... So crude... So rude...

What is Love after all?
A sin that follows for the rest for your llife?
Or...
The most delighted moment of life?

Both of them.... Love is...
A sin because you are jealous...
It's the most delighted momment because that moment gives enough power to spend your whole life with a single person...

Not even the greatest minds could answer that question...
What is Love?
Many different answers... All correct...
Love is many different things... Not only one...

Conserning my opinion...
All these mean nothing to me...
For me...
All the meanings of Love are gathered in one person...
Yes, you.... (She knows!!! ;-) )

Deticated to my beloved one.....
I Love you...

Lost Soul

Lost... The only word that can disribe my soul's condition...
Terrible things happen inside a year of our lifetime....

Death... One of the many... Humanity is useed to it but still afraid of it...
Why is that? Because humans, we, are afraid of the unknown....
Death is something unknown to us because none of us have ever came back from it.....


Personally i have never thought how it is... To be dead, I mean...
I'm waiting for a friend to come back and discuss about it...
Is a painfull feeling? Does it deserve all that attention that humanity pays on?
Once I was about to try that feeling but... I was scared....
I am a human, too...
So the only thing that is left to do is waiting...
Waiting for the moment that my friend will come back... Or...
The moment that Death itself find me...