Bloody Thoughts

Tears of pain...
Tears of an untamed fire...
This tears burn my soul...
They won't stop until they turn it to ashes...

The pain is huge...
But the burden in my mind is huger...
This burden is who I used to be....
What I'm affraid to become...
A monster of the past...
A heartless fiend that cares only for it's survival despite the cost...

I'm afraid of it...
Because if I lost control...
All the people that I care will be harmed...
And for that I'll hate myself...

I don't know how long I will control it...
Or at least keep it imprisoned inside me...
For the sake of the people that I love...
I'll keep fighting it and...
One day...
I'm gonna win it...
For the sake of the people that I love....

Love

Love is a feeling... The weirdest of all....
So complicated... So sophistcated... So gentle...
In the meantime...
Love is a feeling... The most familliar of all...
So simple... So crude... So rude...

What is Love after all?
A sin that follows for the rest for your llife?
Or...
The most delighted moment of life?

Both of them.... Love is...
A sin because you are jealous...
It's the most delighted momment because that moment gives enough power to spend your whole life with a single person...

Not even the greatest minds could answer that question...
What is Love?
Many different answers... All correct...
Love is many different things... Not only one...

Conserning my opinion...
All these mean nothing to me...
For me...
All the meanings of Love are gathered in one person...
Yes, you.... (She knows!!! ;-) )

Deticated to my beloved one.....
I Love you...

Lost Soul

Lost... The only word that can disribe my soul's condition...
Terrible things happen inside a year of our lifetime....

Death... One of the many... Humanity is useed to it but still afraid of it...
Why is that? Because humans, we, are afraid of the unknown....
Death is something unknown to us because none of us have ever came back from it.....


Personally i have never thought how it is... To be dead, I mean...
I'm waiting for a friend to come back and discuss about it...
Is a painfull feeling? Does it deserve all that attention that humanity pays on?
Once I was about to try that feeling but... I was scared....
I am a human, too...
So the only thing that is left to do is waiting...
Waiting for the moment that my friend will come back... Or...
The moment that Death itself find me...